Travelling

It has been only a few hours (really) since I was here and now I am back! Well, I had one of the bestes days (even though it might seem mediocre to most). I went to work oh and let me tell you how it started. I woke up, had cini-buns ready for the oven; cooked them and packaged them up for my boys at work; la la la off to the bus stop and I get there, reach into my pocket for my bus pass and doh!!!!! Totally drop the cini-buns all over the ground FUCK!!!! Then I get on the bus and there are no seats to be had so I have to stand FUCK@!!!!!! I get to work and there is more work than I have time to do FUCK@#$!!!!! I get to thinking you know what???? I have a job and I live in a nice place and I have a pay cheque and I can afford to go out once in a while and I am reasonably healthy and I am upright taking nourishment. Life is GREAT!!!!! Really it is. I am lucky and I am going to be an millionaire (even better huh)!!!! Yup I will be; it is my turn, it is my time and before the year i...

It has been too long even for a quick update! Life is so bizarre sometimes, I have been doing nothing and yet I am busy; what is up with that anyway? Okay so Sept/Oct (for 10 days) I went to Toronto and had an okay time; it was wonderful to see everyone and I am glad I went, sorry I didn't get to see everyone, never enough time. I think going anywhere alone loses it's appeal especially after my Europe trip last year. I am pretty independent still too much time alone is not good for anyone. Also I went to do something that was pretty emotionally draining and so..., I am glad I had good friends and support there, it was tough. Now I can close that chapter and move on, I can let go of the garbage (well most of it anyway), I think it will always be a small piece of me and it makes me who I am. For those that don't know I was there to finish a criminal compensation case, so i had to go to a hearing and be questioned. This all had to do with childhood stuff and the charges w...