Travelling

Okay, so enough with the snow and the cold already!  We have had it so good for the past few winters and now that we have the cold and the snow for more than a week at a time it is all we can do.  I mean really it isn't all that bad, everyone just needs to slow down a bit and be a little more courteous to the next guy and leave a little space between cars. I am feeling a bit sad these days, I recently lost a long time friend (if 30 years) to the dreaded CANCER and of course two Christmas's ago, I lost my mom to cancer too and I have another dear friend that is plagued with this dreaded disease. In the grand scheme of the world and "others" worlds, I am very fortunate.  I have my health so far, don't get me wrong, I have struggled with my health issues and to date I have won the battles, for that I am thankful and for my health I am blessed.  I also have the best friends that anyone could possibly ask for and sometimes I forget to tell them, so for my 2009 resoluti...

Okay, so today is the end of the work week and I must say that I sure have enjoyed my time at SAIT, it was like going home again, the people and the place were so comfortable and I just fell back into the job.  I do get to go back for one more day on Monday and then I am done.... probably won't find work until the New Year now. I am spending this Christmas on my own, sometimes things just turn out that way and this year that is the way they are for me this year.  Meh, it is okay though, I will spoil myself and make something decadent for dinner.  2009 is going to be a great year, I am so going to enjoy and so going to have fun and so going to find the best job and so going to go to Italy and Greece. That is that, I have decided it just will be!

You know sometimes things just don't seem fair, they somehow don't seem right and there are so many questions and no answers or not the ones we (I) want to hear. These past couple of years have been tough and rough and wonderful and great; I have had wonderful experiences and really crapy experiences.  Humm I guess that is life isn't it? I lost a dear friend to cancer this past Monday and she was way to young and full of life to let go; yet she was in pain and who knows what she wanted or what was (is) right. My heart goes out to her parents, I don't think that a parent should ever bury a child, it is beyond sadness and on so many levels I think it is so wrong.  Who am I to think or say anything about right or wrong, it just really sucks; in my books. Okay I am rambling and I don't even know if I have said anything, I just had to say something and have somewhere to spew.   I am sad and hurt and I angry and and and.....

So today I went to do some training for my job (well for the next week anyway).  I am pleased that I will stay busy for the next week anyway and of course it does help with the rent too So me, I met a fella (named Vito) and we just started dating when his job whisked him away to Kelowna ;  now ... who knows when I get to see him again - it's been three weeks already and it looks like it might be another month before I actually get to see him face to face, that makes dating a bit difficult; we are hanging in for now though. Christmas will be kind of quiet for me this year, I have been invited by friends for dinner yet I just don't feel much like being around other folks or their families.   Meh , we'll see maybe I will change my mind and take someone up on the turkey dinner. I will be busy for the next week working two jobs so I ought to be good and tired next weekend.